So I recently quit weed for 21 days but it was causing me even more anxiety but the other day I saw something bout sexual offenders are usually family, uncles and cousins, and that really triggered me and as some of you know I have sexual intrusive and they make me have weird inappropriate thoughts of my niece alot and my family members and it's because I changed my life when she was born and I was a big part of her life for the beginning few years! The urges and thoughts just absolutely destroy me gross me out and I just feel terrible. And I was sexually assaulted when I was younger and I did something to my sister while I was a baby and so was she and she doesn't remember but ive been told I got my ocd from traumatic past and now that's why I cover…

Is there any in person OCD meetings on weekends in Edmonton? I kinda wanna go and share and listen, think it would help!

Hi, for those who need extra support, go to:

https://stickwiththeick.com/share/4cjpgzAWmJVT-Cza

Very good and helpful resource; I hope you all find the community wonderful.

So I posted on this site few years back when my OCD was really bad and new and your guys comments helped me alot so I suffer from sexual intrusive and false memory ocd and it attacks me saying I did something sexual to my niece but my niece is my world and I rarely see her because my OCD attacks so bad. But now I'm quitting weed I'm on like day 6 and it's attacking me saying I sexually touched my cat and it's so strong and I don't have therapy for awhile. It's so intense and I have no one who understands. And it's so strong. I feel so alone again and scared!