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So I recently quit weed for 21 days but it was causing me even more anxiety but the other day I saw something bout sexual offenders are usually family, uncles and cousins, and that really triggered me and as some of you know I have sexual intrusive and they make me have weird inappropriate thoughts of my niece alot and my family members and it's because I changed my life when she was born and I was a big part of her life for the beginning few years! The urges and thoughts just absolutely destroy me gross me out and I just feel terrible. And I was sexually assaulted when I was younger and I did something to my sister while I was a baby and so was she and she doesn't remember but ive been told I got my ocd from traumatic past and now that's why I cover…